I have never done.

There are many things that I have never done. Many things that I wished to do but I have never had the opportunity or possibility to do or implement them. I have been writing my daily since I was 14 years old. Although I don't write every day, I can claim that all important events and meaningful incidents in my life have been recorded in my writing memories. beside the events, my notes are a dialogue between me and myself. When I am depressed or confused with some problems and I need to concentrate, I open my notebook and start thinking and writing. Consequently my writings are filled of my wishes, desires, dreams, plans, likes and dislikes, loves and hates, wins and failures, and also not-achieved goals. These writings are a good references for me to know myself, so I usually read some part of them to revise my plans and sometimes to be relieved mentally.
I love pets, especially dogs. German shepherd species are my favorite. I think they love me, too! My friend's Shepherd was getting more excited when I was playing with him in compare to his owner. But it is a big question that why I have never had a Shepherd. I may take one in this year.
When I was a sophomore in high school, I felt in love for the first time. I had experienced something like love before that but it was the first time that I thought I have found my soul mate. Since then, I have been in love with somebody all the times, sometimes for one month and sometimes for 3 years. Not for fun but for life. Honestly, this story is continuing and I am still looking for my soul mate but I have never found it. It is amusing but a bit harmful. I like to have my own family and have many children, at least two. Why I couldn’t do it? I don't know but I may find my children's mother this year.
I have never learned playing an instrument. I have never gone to calligraphy classes. I have never fed my desire to learn drawing. I have never song in public. I have never done many of my favorite jobs, entertainments, and adventures but I have accomplished many significant plans in my life, instead. There are many lost, left, missed, and inaccessible goals in my life but there are more achievement and acquisitions. Thanks God for each singular day of my life and each decision that I made. I believe that everything will be acquired if I want it with my strong desire and if I try to cut the limitations in my mind and if I step toward it confidently. It is proved many times in my life. All of my lost desires are accessible if I approach them with my deepest sense of willing. I know them and ........ I may do them this year.